Concealed In Me

Inside you attempt to go
That my weaknesses I may disclose
But from you I've conserved myself
My inner thoughts, I dare not unfold

I possess what is private and unknown
Hidden to some, my secrets are all that I own

Comfortable it is for me to shade myself from uncertainty
For these walls I've put up
They have become my stability

You try to delve deep to discover what I'm feeling
Not because you are interested in the significance of my meaning
But because you are a fraud
You like to deceive me with the fakeness of your being

As I behold you getting near and around my proximity
Away from you I advance
I see all your deformities

It was yesterday when I stumbled many with all my troubling ways
And where were you when I needed solace through all my pains

Within me where the core of me lies
Where my character and identity hides
Where my heartache and misery thrives
Is she who is real, not ordinary, someone divine

Carefully concealed in me is an army you cannot defeat
My faith, my hope, my impregnability
These are the soldiers that battle for me
You see, I have accepted who I've come to be